Being on cloud nine...you know, when you really like someone?

You get this feeling that nothing can bring you down, and talking to them makes you so happy.

Their smile is enough to brighten your day, even if they're completely unaware of it.

It's just that feeling that something amazing can grow from it all...

Yeah, that's what makes me happiest.



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The Holiday Wish List Meme

Step One
* Make a post (public, friends locked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. List your 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV."). The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
* If you wish for real life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
* Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ.

Step Two
* Surf around your friends list (or friends friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
* If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use - do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf - to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not - it's your call.
* There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

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Here we go~ :3

Dear Santa (or one of his little elves),

My holiday wish list for this Christmas is...
1. Paid account + the extra 100 icons add-on for one year or three months.
2. Gazette's DIM SCENE DVD
3. A good Tora x Aoi layout [with matching icon? 8D;]
4. Move to London with my Mom but not before SeaShell tries to come here!
5. Visit Japan.
6. A Laptop.
7. GazettE Merchandise.
8. A TORA X AOI FANFIC from a good writer. >>;
9. A region-free DVD player, high-def maybe?
10. A new profile layout.

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In other news, I'mma talk to SeaShell this weekend~

*Squeaks.*



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Just one thing to say:

You're welcome! ❤

Hate me if you must, but if you think I'm gonna fall for your crap, think again♥

Just be grateful that I didn't tell her the other things that I've heard, especially today.

I'm not the same push-over I used to be.

Surprised? ;D

Keep playin' the victim.

These bitches just wanna snowblow, and they just give me head
While the haters give me promo.
Please start doin' you; I've been doin' me,
And I'm staple in my city, you can never ruin me!
Rappers are emotional, critics be reviewin' me,
But I got love for everybody, even if you're suin' me!



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Losing her again...and yes, but sometimes, you can never overcome your fear, just keep it from driving you, and taking over.



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I don't care what you think of me.

I'm tired of defending myself, and my name.

I'm sick of dealing with the petty High School bullshit.

If you want to believe the rumors, go ahead.

If you want to blame me for something that Mei did, fine.

I honestly don't care anymore.

The reason I stopped talking to you is because you acted like a bitch to me.

Ever since you two started talking again, I'm blown off, but you know what?

I don't care anymore.

Both of you can keel over and wither away.

She starts acting like a bitch because I'm not in love with her, and I can never be.

You...I don't even know what your problem is anymore.

Whatever it is about Mei, that's between you and her.

Keep me out of it, because it's going to bite you in the ass.

If you're listening to those rumors, that's on you, Sweetie~

You have your little army, but in the end, you'll end up feeling stupid.

Peace out, Frothy.

You can keep your bullshit, because this is the second time both of you lash out at me.

You're dead to me.



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Basically...who I am, what I'm going to do with myself after college, and how long I'm going to have the people that I truly care about in my life.

I never want to lose them, but with the way my life is...I feel like it might only be a matter of time, yanno?

Poor thing~

Too much chaotic touring would do it to you, I guess.

Well, I'm sure he'll be all right~ He's too stubborn to be ill for too long.

In any case...



From all of the fans~ :D



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Have you ever sat there, thinking, "Damn, today's going to be a fucked up day?"

That's exactly how I am right now.

I'm pissed off, irritated, and I want heads to roll.

It's just one of those days where you don't wanna wake up;
Everything is fucked, everybody sucks.
You don't really know why, but you wanna justify...
RIPPING SOMEONE'S HEAD OFF.

How I feel.



This shit's true.

[Love the video.]

The sad thing?

I don't even know what pissed me off.

I just felt like today is gonna be a fucked up day, and I wanna rip someone's throat out.

FML.

Seriously.

[I promise it's no one's fault; I love you all.]



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One: Don't tell me you care about me, then ignore me.

Two: Don't fucking blow up on me.

Three: Don't act like you care one moment, then prove differently the next.

Four: I'm NO ONE'S play thing.

Five: I'm sick of the bullshit and the lies.


I'm done with everyone, and everything.

I've said what needed to be said; don't be surprised if you don't see me for a while.

I'm sick of shit.

I'm shit of being lied to.

I'm tired of being used.

Nicole, go to Hell; you don't fucking know me, and you never will.

Everyone else, go suck a dick, because I'm through.



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--edit--
Wow...that...was a low blow.

"Kimi"...that hurts.